log 258: continuation

lost

Sometimes life gets ahead of all of the things you want to achieve. For me, it was my blog. There was a period of time in the second quarter of this year where I just stopped writing my blog. In the back of my head, I really wanted to. I wanted to document everything that I did so that I could have something to look back on. But I just stopped, I tried so hard to get back into the groove but it just didn’t happen. The longer it went on, the worse it got. I tried to go back and write what happened during that week or month but it was just lost to me. The more I tried, the more I delayed writing what was happening currently. So I’ve come to a decision. It’s lost, I let it go - and I’m going to have to just live with that. Those crucial months of development and building up Marmu are going undocumented because it doesn’t feel right to go back and fill in the blanks. Instead, I’m just going to continue from where I am now and focus on the present. I’m going to get back into the groove of writing twice a week because it just feels like a shame to have let those months go.